Saturday, October 1, 2011

Hi i suddenly felt like blogging, it feels as though im void from this space for so so so so long. I guess time has passed surprisingly fast that it feels so surreal that im gonna end my year one in JC soon. I still remember a year ago how much we were all deliberating where we would end up in and never ever it came to my mind that i'll end up in MJ. It has been an exhausting yet interesting journey here but Im glad God always provide and He has the best plan for me. True enough, ive started to see the bigger picture of why i landed here instead of any other schools, i really do appreciate the life here and the people of course. Not to forget the xms-mj people that i really do cherish like oxt clyh ocy, they never fail to remind me of my cherished secondary school days. Its coool and made me wonder like how interesting life could turn out to be, becoming closer to certain people that ive never thought i would go near to. I could never thank enough for those who stood by me and giving me constant encouragement to pass my jc life even though i must admit its one of the most physically and mentally draining period in my whole entire life. People like mariana, janice and also my other family members who gave me the constant support all these while. I'd like to use this opportunity even in the midst of my exam period right now, to acknowledge certain people, even though they may not read this space anymore ever since ive closed it down since january.

Janice! Yeah baby i really do love you alot as my cousin although sometimes i feel that we're more like best friends than kins. We've been through alot together and i do emphasise the word ALOT, i think youre the sole person who really knows what im going through, the troubles and problems i really do face deep down. But oh wells we do share some of the most fun moments in life since our teenage years, there are too many to mention but i do cherish you alot and i can imagine our future together with our kids, sitting at a posh cafe drinking your favourite caffeine drinks whilst talking about life. (our most most most favourite topic). I know that ive been too preoccupied with jc life that i neglect you sometimes but im happy that we get to spend a portion of our rare times together on a weekly basis.

Mariana! Hehe my bed partner and bok although i know i may not be one of those people who expresses my true feelings well enough, or give you cards or surprises, but one day i'll surprise you successfully alright. I really really really am blessed to have a cousin like you who is truely genuine and considerate enough to always think about others before yourself. Ed is one lucky guy to have you and thankyou for being a mentor in my life who never fails to encourage me and brighten up my day. Cause i can always bully you and have one of the most memorable laughters almost everytime. Sorry if i give a displeasing attitude sometime at home hehe pardon my tiredness.

Chariss! Hello you busy woman and i bet you wouldnt even read this at all cuz youre so so so so busy beyond words. Well i miss you so much and i think theres no one that could ever replace you (obviously) but as in i doubt theres anyone else that i could trust so much as i could to you. We've been there together since forever and despite us being busy now and oh well talking so rarely, i really do appreciate the times we spend together even though it may just be a simple meal. It makes me feel that everything is still the same everytime i get to talk to you for long hours, lets meet up soon after promos! Sucha smart girl pls impart me some knowledge!

Petesu! Hi petesu, my best brudder ever. Do you know that youre one of the most influential christian friend that i have? And i guess it was not by mere chance that God sent you to 305 to be my angel right! I would always remember that fact and youre more like a sister to me actually than a brother. I can share almost anything to you, even the most irrelevant things like my cramps cycle and the clothes and etc that i just purchased off the rack. Yet you always remind me to be saving and not be sucha spendthrift, im learning and progressing and i guess a friend like you is hard to come by. Where there is no sister and brother that could coincide together in a person!

Celine! TWEENYHAIRY! ohmy i shouldnt have called you that and now here i am more hairier than i used to. hehe can you imagine we've been going school together since sec 1 up till today and i think we've so much fate together that God doesnt want to separate us just yet. Hehe thanks celine for everything, really youre so young yet so mature at the same time that makes me wonder if i really am older than you. haha, i remember posting something like"i talked to celine about anything under the sun stars and moon when we were late today and trying to escape assembly by sitting at void decks"in this space, oh gosh how i missed those days. And you know your message the other day after chem paper really could made me tear but i was so shy cuz i was at whitesands hmmmm thanks alot you know youre one girl that i really treasure cuz ure sucha great friend <3

I WILL CONTINUE SOON WITH THE REST PINKY PROMISE

OMG i realised ive so much to say to sooo many people yet i doubt i can complete this by today.... oh gosh i really do miss blogging where i could really recall how good life could be with people i really love and cherish in this life. I should do this more often to remind myself to complain less and treasure life more, life live happily. Yay.


gonna go study now, you can do it mich dont let a dejection bring you down.