Finally, i realised truly how much i missed my old companions, how much we would be able to talk about anything under the sun. Theyre the best people to be with, seriously. I miss those times when i can pour out everything that i want to and just be who i am truly is. i find myself having to float around a hovering ship yet i cant find my true life true identity inside, i know ive another year here. i hope God helps me and lead me the way. im scared im afraid i know i cant do all these alone.