I am disappointed too for my own reasons, i have so much to say but i guess i'll keep it mum cause isnt it for the best? I feel like ranting so much but what for if it would blow off another matter, i do admit i have my own faults but i do sincerely hope you would see yours too. I have no inkling what this year's gonna bring but really God, im not a fan of high and low. Its exhausting but i know i have to persevere to salvage this beautiful relationship we have cause i wouldnt want to lose someone dear to ashes again.


(3 days later)
I picked a verse from the daily bread pile, hoping that it would be a guidance to my life for the whole of this year. It hits the bull's eyes, i got just what i need, what ive been praying about for me to get untangled from. This means serious moulding of character, to be better as this is one aspect that i have been entrenched deeply to forever but now its time to shed off.