A whole day at home makes me think, it dawned upon me the inkling of why all seemed close to impossible. Im not in pursuit for a jest, yet i seek for more than just a sunshine to get me by the day. Sensible enough to realise that none of those would lie beneath that skin so appealing.

Somehow, cant wait for sundays too. I love sundays.
Should spend sometime with J to talk about life someday, cause its comforting to know that im not solely the only one who have such complex life perspectives. Knowing that deep down, we hold our pride on the zenith,high enough for anyone to reach but all of which is a facade to conceal all else.