I had known better but to just pretend nothing happend, just as you do.
Now the guilt of not doing so was far greater than i thought it would be.
Just a form of doubt could turn the call upside down.
Maybe, i should take the first move for apology, though its not totally my fault to shoulder on.
But i figure its all worth it for an essential person in my life.


I fulfilled the promise to stay at home. Assignments half done, the sense of accomplishment was great.
Home isnt a hell of boredoom after all, maybe i should do it more often than i do now.
Somehow i feel like going back my hometown for the remaining of the holidays even if its only a few days, but unfortunately i cant.

Video-calling with my sister and her connection sucked. Paused at moments.
But thanks for the listening ear, love.